Monday 16 July 2007

Pushing Away

It's what I do. The closer and more intense a situation becomes the harder I push.
The more someone demands that I don't, the more I do.
It's like a physical reaction.
They tell me off and I close down, emotions cut off, face goes blank, muscles stiffen...
I find that I don't care, like an isolator switch has been tripped.
And It's the hardest thing in the world to go back on.

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